I wish

Please come home and make my days bright again, Bring back my smile and take away my pain. Give me back the heart you seem to have stolen Before all the love in me goes unspoken I hate you! God - I wish that was real... You are messing with my mind and i don't wanna feel: The pain, caused by me leaving for the hundredth time How i wish that loving you wouldn't feel like such a crime. Stop... I want to think you're dead to me, 'Cause without you how am i supposed to just be? To act brave? To go through life? How? Alone? I just wish magic existed so i can make yourself a clone. That way you would be beside me at every step And loving you wouldn't feel like a regret. That way i would smile everyday, But for now, i just wish you weren't that far away.