I will heal

life was hard watching the world from the outside as my heart and mind were breaking on the inside. I've been holding on to long to the weapons that have cut me deep, forever longing for a reason why but I will never say a peep. I want to know why I was their target for torment, I want them to know my worlds perception is forever bent. I wanted to hurt them as much as they hurt me, but I know deep down that it will never set me free. they say, "sicks and stones may brake my bones, but words can never hurt you," but it's these words that have scarred me the most. For me, that saying is far from true. over time, one by one, I will drop these weapons of war. over time, I will heal, then I won't feel so sore over time, I will bend back my perception of the world. I will soon see how bright the universe was like when I was a little girl