I Will Always Remember

I will always remember  Not by choice  The 11th of october And all of the noise  I was stuck in a room  I felt unsafe in  Though it was my room I was first in She wanted me to do something  I never wanted to do  Even though she did the same thing  I thought it all the way through  The smell lingers  And it follows I can still feel her fingers  The trail follows As time goes by Till it's finally night  I hope I don't die  I'm not alright