i was only [...]

i was only four and that fire wasn't even the start. i was only six and visiting my mom in rehab shouldn't have been a thing. i was only eight and the yelling wasn't okay. i was only nine and i shouldn't have walked in on a dead body. i was only nine and my mom should've stopped drinking. i was only ten and i shouldn't have ever lived with her. i was only thirteen and my grandma had to take me in. i am only fourteen and should not have this trauma.