I was born something

I was born something Something important with dreams aspirations creativity potential... But the older I get the more I fear and the more I feel that I am destined only to be nothing only left with what one would call an aftertaste a hunger a yearning to be something Something great Something amazing The way a sobered addict yearns for their high. And like a sobered addict I will stay in my longing destined to be hungry a nothing yearning to be something (lightly inspired off the song "Abbey" by Mitski)