i wants to

i wanna grow and I wanna learn I wanna learn something from all the people I met in my life that turned my life up and down I wanna know what happened to us in the past and why I yen for closure I need answers as to what made them change so much towards me what caused the drift and was I the problem? I wanna know how it felt leaving everything they ever know behind how easy it was moving on while i struggled myself wanna know if was I ever enough was I good enough or was I just like a passing phase a fading memory and short term thing so temporary that I faded away with the winds during winter season I wants to know so many things about people who used to love me so much yet turned strangers as time passed by