I want to see you smile

I wish you would read my plead. To stop me from taking my life. Yet I am so fuckin weak I can't plunge the knife. Yet the pills I have swallowed have just made me sick My throat is swollen my souless Thoughts. Wishing my heart would shine. Not just feel like a waltz. Come dance with me and be my malts. lick my wounds with sea salts. Why do you look so beautiful and full of light. Yet you feel so dull. And chase hights. Yes you reading this would you hold my hand .. tell me to be strong take a stand. We could fight together and consume love. Wake up with chimes ringing and see white doves. Do we deserve love. I dont want to be used and feel ruff. Hold out your hand. I wish you love. 🥰