I want to be yours..

When I saw you writing it. I thought it wouldn't be for me- but it was. I don't know if that's what true love means, or if it was just my heart skipping a beat. Every letter you wrote felt heavy and full of real feelings, but non of them told you wanted me the most. I felt sparks lighting up my skies- just like you fill the world with your bright smiles I don't want special treatment, I just want to be yours. But I don’t want someone else to feel sad, or jealous- the one closest to you. The one attached to you. I can't describe the pain. The pain of you slipping out of my life, and seeing you with her, that's when I knew I'd never be yours.