I want to be okay

You ask me if I am okay And I will say Yeah you don't have to stay But truly I feel the same everyday. I feel okay and I feel fine And then the anxiety kicks in at ninety-nine Where I start to overthink And then I stand at the brink. I know I am not gonna fall I mean I always end up standing tall But slowly I feel like drowning Like all of the bad suddenly stings. The world is so chaotic And they say surviving is logic But I don't want to just survive I want to strive. I want to be okay And I want people to stay And I want to be happy in every way So I will stop to stray. I know with the help and faith in my God I will find a way Where I dont have to stray Cause He will lead me the right way... So all the pain that I feel now cannot compare to the joy that is coming Or to the sucsess that I will be running