I want to be gone forever.

Writing poems can't hold the pain, the pressure, the jealousy, the sadness, the loneliness I feel. But they're about you. I only write them when I see you. I carve the line "I'll be gone forever from you", just so I don’t feel the hurt I gave you. Sorry, but I wish I'd never seen your adorable eyes in life bcause my heart beats when I see them shine. I keep hearing your advice, "Don't hide your feelings from someone you love". But mine are for you- feelings that refuse to accept that you don't love the person you wish you'd never known.