I want to be alive.

I want to feel the air, bathe in the sun, breath in the water, scream into the dirt. I want to be alive, a beating heart and robotic existence couldn't compare to being alive. Having a momentarily glimpse of life, to then be pushed directly into the soul eating society, no I want eternal bliss, I want to hunt the night and relish in the day. I want to fade into the songs of nature.