I want

I want to cut I want to watch as it runs down my arm I want to cry myself to sleep I want to tell the world my goodbyes I want to be happy and free free from all the people people who do care about me people who treat me like crap I have been rapped I have been abused I have be assaulted and I am been abused now mental and physical no here loves me other than my kids I have no friends to talk to no one to tell my feels to no who care ls enough I am far away from my family I am stuck in cage I cant get out of and I am not loved by anyone other than my beloved baby girls so even though I want to cut I won't for them the are my world my main reason for living my rocks I want to be here for them no matter what