"I wanna keep playing"

I blink and it plays, everyday the same clip, what seems minimal, turned drastic in moments, in the moment, there was no pain, I could try to continue, the adrenaline consumed me, realisation soon after, a tear dropped down, and it didn't stop, pain was not a factor, "would I come back the same ?" became my only thought, do I want to quit ? a very natural consideration, maybe, maybe not, the hardest journey ever, but what would the young boy say ? we share the same dream, same mind, body, soul, never lacked confidence, always loved a challenge, "I want to keep playing" answers all the questions.