I wanna hear God's voice

I wanna hear God's voice, but I'm too distracted. Hopefully He's not too angry at me for the way I've acted. My mind is everywhere and sometimes it gets intrusive. I don't belong to this world, which is really exclusive. I wanna hear God's voice. Yet I'm so afraid. It's been awhile since I've read my Bible and awhile since I've prayed. Arrogant and prideful, most times I can be. Why am I still being a slave to sin? When Jesus set me free. I wanna hear God's voice. I wanna hear it clearly. I'm tired of sinning. It's only making me weary.