I try

" every night i think about happened that day you left everything we had... I try... I try to forget what you were to me..but the silence screams louder than your goodbye, and the memories won't let me breathe, I reach for sleep like its a cure, but dreams just replay what I cant delete I try...I try to stitch the Crack that were left behind, to tell myself ill be just fine but every shadow looks like you and every heartbeat feels like a lie i try...but trying doesn't make it hurt less it just makes me miss you in quieter ways..."