i talk too much

I talk too much I can't fucking shut up And I don't realize When I do it but I can't fucking shut up And all it took was for them to tell me " you're being too loud" " you're disrupting, slow down" "let someone else speak" that's all it takes for me to curl up. for me to go quiet and meek My little annoying voice. That's what I am: annoying How could I not realize how *annpying* I am ? You never want to hear me. Who cares what I have to say? It's unimportant anyways A blush fills my cheeks as I realize: i'm everything i don't want to be i talk too much , and i don't realize when I do it i'm worried that i'll never change i'm worried that i'll never fix it