I swear I hate love

This illusion in suspension Telling tears that don't fall Hating the law of nature Living in shambles I swear I hate love If I meet another one Dear Lord take me with you I want to roam in heaven While healing with the echoes of hell Even if it's the last drop of my blood I would gladly take it than that love I swear I hate loving less men I would rather be a lesbian than go through the drama Men are mean and unsure Questioning everything that makes them I would prefer hanging myself everytime I swear I hate love It has brought me nothing but pain Embarrassment and trauma Putting myself first will be my number one goal Why can't they just be honest than this anger? I swear I hate love @@TumbukaPoetryQueen