I still have nightmares...

Where are you off to now? Its late and cold out. Don't you see I worry especially when your in such a hurry. It's dark and the creeps are out. Don't you see I lose sleep. This isn't you it's been all week. Probably longer I wouldn't know because I'm weak. I'm cold without you feeling anxiety as you rush. I try to hold but you push to get your fix you keep hush hush. Its too late now and I've been alone far too long . Anxiety from the rush to fight quick to flight. You scare me and make me weak with lack of sleep. But your back now no answer no rest. Guess I'll just be happy to settle for less. P.s Love you