I Still Don't Get It

I’ve stood in storms, my world crashing down, but my heart stayed quiet. Not because life was fair, but because He stayed Right there. I’ve cried in silence, tears soaking my pillow, and still… it felt like love sat besides me and didn't need words I’ve failed so hard, said, “I’ll never do it again,” then did. But grace kept coming back no sighs, no lectures, just arms open wide and no conditions. This love? It’s bigger than my worst nights, louder than my “what ifs,” It's deeper than the pain I've carried, Wider than the doubts I've wrestled, Stronger than the fear I've hidden, stubborn enough to chase me when I tried to hide my shame. My brain can’t figure it out. Maybe it’s not meant to. But here’s what I know for sure, when I’m lying awake, terrified I’m not enough? He says I am. And somehow... That love is enough.