I sit alone

I sit alone Drinking, smoking But I do not feel lonely There's no shame In enjoying one's own company Listening to music Feeling the beat Maybe being alone isn't so bad after all years ago Anxiety would have taken over Made me leave Or make myself small Yet on this day It's not present Everything is fun and good Nobody cares Nobody looks Because everybody is a Nobody And being a Nobody in a crowd of nobody's Isn't so bad You blend in Even if your alone So being alone can be fun If they look or judge Let them Only I can judge me So at last I sit alone