i see you in

I see you in everything. I see you in all the marvel themed things. I see you in all the gold colored things. I see you in everything I used to love and now hate. maybe that's why I hate the taste of Twix, why now they make my teeth ache. because you have done the same to my heart. you let it break. maybe that's why I hate that reflection. because you twisted it into the ugly disgusting creature that I am you made me believe that I didn't fit in that I didn't belong here that I shouldn't live I see you in my eyes the eyes that cried because of you my mouth that now frowns my heart that no longer beats and my soul that is lost somewhere I see you in everything and it is exhausting