I said no

so do you feel any depression no I say but actually I'm thinking every time I'm in my room I cry for hours and hours but when my mom walks in there she's like hey just clean your room she thinks I've just been sitting there on my phone but I haven't but I just looked at the doctor and I say no I'm fine I definitely fine I have nothing to worry about but I do I have to worry about raising my siblings and I have nothing without them right no but I saw that they hate me I started to hate everybody I know because I'm the one that have to believe I'm the one I can't let go