i remembered

i can remember the past the tears, the screams the sadness that spreeds the happiness that disappears the looks that can't be explained the crazy thaughts that no one hears the scars that no one has seen that warm heart that pain used to break i was crying while the sky rains i was begging for hope the hope that i believed it exists but after seconds then minutes then hours to hours to days to months to years i became careless with heart that doesn't care