I remember pt. 1 of 2

TW: SA You occupy the corners of my mind. The places that only I can seem to find. You yank me from reality, like sand being ripped away from its tide. You bring me back to those moments when I was just a child. Those moments when I was just a child. and I think it's wild, that I was just a child. I might have been a child, but you still held me down. you suffocated me and watched me drown. I still remember the words you said, how you invited yourself into my bed. How I cried and told you to stop; But you still got on top . How I sat in the bathroom and cried. I remember sitting in the shower as the water as the water washed away your breath. Crying till I was out of breath, as I tried to scratch away your touch. I realized I scratched too much. As I watched the blood and tear drenched water swirl down the drain; all I could feel was pain, No, not the pain of the bloody gouges in my thighs or my neck. The pain that you caused me, The pain that caused me to be such a wreck. -TBC, I ran out of space