I really, really liked you.

I really liked you. I liked you so much, I thought I was delusional at the sight of our eyes looking at each other. obviously that's not something that you agree on, you know liking me. what if you said "Hey I like you"? I would like you so much that I would be over the moon. Except... I liked you so much that I broke up with you in my mind even though we were never together. Now I look at you and I don't say anything I don't get excited, I just see my boy bsf.