I realized 🌸💞<🍂🪶

I realized I loved him , when he talked and I dreamed ,he smiled and I blushed he cried and I died he talked and I listened ,tell me how could I ever not love him I saw love itself built in him ,his whole being revokes desire ,how could I not miss you all the time ,my heart is entirely made of you ,I don't even own my own thoughts because your all I think about, I never wanted to be a poet but for you I would write a hundred poems entirely of your existence ,the very thought of not having you revokes my very being ,I talked to God about you,I talked to God about us ,I entirely told him ,if it's not you then please bend our fate and make him mine ,for with him I learnt to love myself and that's how I loved him ,he healed even the most broken parts of me and with that I use every broken piece to love him in a thousand ways 💞