I Pretend To Be

I pretend to be Someone who ain't crying Hidden behind my smile Never showing my pain With a fake laugh Telling jokes instead but Falling apart Barely keeping it together Most times Standing is a fight Looking at the edge and Wanting to jump Setting my soul free Flying with the angels Walking with the demons Dancing with death Lead me away Take me from this walk me out Let me go Where there's peace Heaven or hell Find me a place Where I belong Without tears Falling inside Covering my pain With another lie Saying I'm fine When I never was Being happy Feels lost to me I pretend to be but I'll never be HAPPY