I never understood

I never understood why i loved him. I just did. Maybe it was his messy, fluffy hair that made me want to stop and stare, or perhaps it was his smile that shone brighter than the stars. I always said true love was just in fairy tales and bedtime stories, but his bright blue eyes make me want to fall on my knees and cry and thank God for the angel he sent my way. Unless it's not forever... it could be "Never Again." Never again will i see him smile at me like I'm perfect. He didn't notice my scars and flaws. As soon as i read the word "break," i broke. All i can do is cry and wish i was dead as i lay in my bed with nothing but a phone in my hand and him in my head. "You're just a kid!" they'd say. I know I'm a kid, but emotion is all I have. In the past, i used to look at couples and gag... i never understood how a beautiful boy could love me. But im so glad he did, and i still love him, too.