I Never Knew

I never knew we would end up like this, I never knew I screwed, I'm sorry for being rude. Maybe my heart was glued to the possibilities, Possibilities of love that doesn't snooze, I guess I was bruised. My face would be silver, after I saw you with her, Mabe I'm just being a Diva. But not even Oliver would take it. Slowly I fell for you, holy that wasn't my plan. I'm lonely and I think of you only. I'm hurt, but you were a bit of a flirt. In English we say, I'm hurt. But in poetry we say, my heart became your piece of dirt. And the pain has traveled around my brain I never knew