I need you granny

I will never get over your death. I will never be able to accept the truth of how we'll never be able to meet again. granny, I need you. I forgot what your voice sounds like. I forgot what your hugs felt like. I forgot the warmth you gave me. the happiness that has now left me. granny, I need you. life ripped you away from me, and suddenly, I'm no longer functioning. life is so unfair because it knew how much I loved you. everything good gets ripped away. Maybe I'm bad luck. maybe that is why people stay away. I lost my friend granny. he died this year. and kids at school hated on me they started to blame me. I was accused of his death. they labeled me as the reason he left. I need you, granny, for not only did I lose the person who gave me happiness, but I also lost the person who kept me floating. it should have been me, not you. I need you, granny. even if the sky is no longer blue.