I need to rest now

what if I sleep now just to rest what if I sleep now and rest forever I need to rest . I really need to rest ,my mind has been busy thinking seeking for a solution I can't come with a solution so now I'm thinking what if I just sleep a peaceful sleep forever I feel like it my time to rest. when no worlds can be altered and no emotions can be felt just a peaceful sleep where no one can ask me questions and no feedback can be given I need to rest mybe the fact that I won't be able to express how I feel nor say what I want to say just moment of silence that will dwell forever, where no words can be spoken and answers to be conveyed I need to rest . my life will never be a light after a tunnel my life will never be bright as the stars at night, I need to rest all I can see now is just peace no music ,no words and no emotions and no vision I need to rest this seems like a dream that should come true ,my mind at ease and my soul at peace I need to rest mybe if I can choose or mybe if I can be able to redirect my life all can be Like a shinning Armour but non of that will ever happen, I told my self I will fight I told myself I will forever conquer I tried all my best now I need to rest.