I need my soul back 🥺

Are you there God it me kido Clinton ,I know I don't pay too much attention in church,but I could really use some of that good stuff now I'm afraid, am afraid some devil got my soul and I don't know what they are doing to it, I just want it back ,God forgive me for my life we both know I have sinning take a look into my eyes and see the pain that I am feeling so many demons that I fight I'm just blessed to be winning ,God can you save my life I don't like how I'm living