I miss you....I need you now!

My mom smiled in agreement when I said, "Except for him, we'll reunite with no one And that comforted my heart Without you, I no longer wanna be apart I wanna but I fear meeting you again What I'll say? What I'll do? I really have no clue Sometimes I feel it's better than we don't reunite Though something doesn't feel right I feel like I'll meet you if I might Sometimes I fear I may do something wrong Just to keep you from going away again The hurt and pain still lingers The more I'm lost in my thoughts, the more I'm fiddling my fingers I'll love you forever more even when one day you won't be mine From age seven to nine I was never okay, never fine But always felt good being locked in our little wonderland