I miss you Mom

When there is nothing but you on my mind I feel empty lost my thoughts no longer make sense Fear plague me how did I get here alone by myself with no one just me myself and the thoughts of you they happy days we shared oh Mom how did I get here this part of my life feels so unreal you gave your all showed love to those who needed it most a kind heart oh what a gentle soul I'm lost I need you please hear me cry I need you I never wanted to say goodbye I need you how was I to know that it was my final goodbye I'm sorry if I ever hurt you believe me I didn't mean it oh how I long to hold you one last time it kills me inside that all I can do is cry why why why😭