I miss you, I'm sorry

I miss you, don't miss our relationship, I miss our friendship you were one of my very best friends and I ruined that by dating you I miss our long calls and conversations I miss how you'd help me in my classes I miss how you were one of the sweetest boys I knew I miss how we'd hang out I miss how you were just so amazing our friendship was perfect our relationship was great but what I really miss is you how you were the best thing to ever happen to me how you'd talk to me about your friends how you were just perfect I know I did this, I broke it off but I can help but just miss you I hate how I can just miss you after all this time I hate what I did to you I hate how I'm the reason all this happened I hate it, so much this is all my fault I'm sorry I'm sorry for hurting you I'm sorry for being in your life I'm sorry for being there and then not. I'm sorry, I miss you.