I miss you Grandpa 💔

I never thought my heart could break this much no this wasn't loss from a lover but from a loved one the day of your death broke me down and shattered my heart into a million pieces the empty void taking over me and control over my body I fell down and I broke apart not knowing what to do after losing you the memories ran through my head like a movie and flashes of your laugh and smile flooded my brain wishing I could bring you back to life not having to deal with this sorrow and pain the tears ran down my face that it seemed like I cried a whole ocean never would I thought this would happen and you would be taken away from me one random day I thought you'd come home and you'd stay forever but I know death comes to us all I just didn't think it'd be so quick for you It's been 3 months but my heart still aches I need you in my life, and I wasn't ready for you to leave us I look in the sky at the clouds, the sunset, the night stars and I think of you and all the good times we spend together I don't think there's ever a time you leave my thoughts I know you're watching over me and that brings me comfort I love you my sweet grandfather I loved you before, I loved you yesterday, I love you today, I'll love you tomorrow, and forever more I'll keep you in my thoughts and in my talks throughout my life I'll never forget you and I know you're in my heart so I'll keep my head high and keep you in my thoughts and I'll keep going and fullfil my goals and dreams that you always supported me with And I'll hold the memories close and never forget the great times we shared for those were important and even though our time stopped there I know we had a lot of great memories and even though there isn't new ones to share I'll hold what I got close and keep going strong for you even though I think I'll always miss you dead and cry tears thinking of you but I know you're always near and I know you love me too and I hope to be reunited with you someday.