I miss you

Dear sister, I miss you so much . I miss you so much when I need someone to get my back at school. I miss you so much when im alone on holidays. I miss you so much when im moving to another country and being the new girl at school almost every two years. I miss you so much when I have to listen to mom and dad hating on each other and yelling in the court . I miss you so much when friends talk about how they would die for their siblings. but you're so selfish you never wanted to see me or make me feel loved. yet I still yearn for you and wish u were here , my beloved.