i miss you..

I live between kisses and hugs that have not yet been given. I look for your scent in any desperate situation. You on my mind are never enough. I always have to see you again, look you in the eyes and feel my body get hot, see your brown pupils directly. I still love you and sometimes I think that must be why I still want you so much. Your absence leaves me with consequences, even if I don't see it, I cry so much because of them. You would be the last person who would hurt me. I would never think that I would be so distracted that I didn't realize how much I still feel. I know that sometimes we have undesirable times to cry bitterly, but your absence made me eternally sad. I wish we could talk and stop being so reckless. We both feel it, so why this fear so suddenly? We love each other, it makes no sense. We run away from this transparent love. I know you're afraid that I won't feel as intensely. But, my love, this love overflows throughout my body, and my love is so strong that not even our distance can stop it. Not even in our distance does my heart stop falling in love. So I ask you, please don't be afraid to surrender