I miss you

And on days like this, my eyes burn with tears, longing for your presence near. If you were alive, what would our relationship be like? Would it be filled with laughter, comfort, and light? On days like this when my heart bleeds from loneliness and abandonment, I yearn for your embrace, for a love that never fades. I wonder if you would have hugged me, a gesture so simple yet so profound, bringing solace in the midst of pain. On days like this, when I feel shallow, drowning in the depths of sorrow, I imagine your voice echoing with warmth, filling the void within me. I wonder if your presence would have filled me up, replenishing my spirit with love and understanding. On days like this when I'm at the brink of shutting down, consumed by despair, I find myself searching for your strength, your gentle touch to hold me steady. I think to myself, would you have held me up, lifting me from the darkness and guiding me toward the light? I miss you, mum, more than words can convey, your absence a void that time cannot erase.