I miss the old me

my warmth and kindness was inviting. I had pure intentions with every human I met . But than it's said nothing lasts forever. They used to indulge in my empathy. They used to cradle in my love .They used to grasp for my love . my bright sparkling eyes were inviting .All that did not last my eye were dull sorrow was my best freind. It was like death had visited my home . My empathy is now washed with fake smiles .my love is now held with distance and my hugs are quickly released, my warmth and kindness vanished into thin air . coldness is what lingers in me .I just miss the old me