I miss her

I don't know if you are mad at me or something, if you are please forgive me. my life without you is a living hell. I try to be okay with you not talking to me but I don't think I will endure my beating so fast. I miss you. I can't even tell how much I miss you.how much I miss your amusing personality, your smile, your daring personality. all I want to say is life without you will crushing and I think killing myself will be easy because all I want is you.i love you.