"I love you , you know?"

I fear I'll scare him off with all my "I love yous" because he only said it once , as I say it many times , I remember the day clear as the palm before me , Crying he held me , pulled me close , told me to calm down , tucked me in bed and told me "i love you , you know." It sparked hope within , Hope of someone actually *loving* me. I want to tell you I love you , But I don't want to be the reason you get on a plane and never come back- I find it funny that I'm so scared of losing him , But I wonder if he thinks that this was all heading too far.