I love you yet I hate you

I'm fine. "I'm fine" is all I say when people ask me if I'm okay. I could say that I dry like a leaf because of what is left in me. You have left a hole in my heart. You should have loved me the right way. But until now, I wish you would've just stayed. At least for a day. I love you, yet I hate you. A day without you on my mind feels so vacant, but a day with you on my mind feels so wrong. Right or wrong, good or bad, what matters is you decide and live without regret. Regretting is the most difficult thing to feel because it can be good or bad, so don't live with the worst regret you've ever had, for we have to stay bold and strong.