I Love You In Secret

I flirt with boys I don't even know Just to feel a fraction of what I used to You gave me this effortless glow That made me believe there was nothing I couldn't go through I could starve myself all day And feel full just by holding your hand Just by the words you'd say I'd pick myself up and take a stand You saw everything I had to give You saw it and took it all Until you were the only thing that made me believe I could still live And the only thing that could make me fall I'd wake up in the middle of the night And be so sick I couldn't fall asleep again The thought of you was an overhead light That felt like my one true den We went back and forth for an hour once I'm sure that made you mad I'm sure it made you feel like a dunce But now you can be free and glad You haven't felt this way in months