i love, love

I love, love And I crave love. But I've never experienced love in the way that I love, love. I love the thought of loving someone and them loving me back, the jokes and understanding we'd have. I crave love in the way we'd feel about each other, the way we'd talk to each other and to other people about each other I love, love in the matching clothes, date nights and in a "just cuz" gifts kinda way I crave love in being able to picture myself with someone for the rest of my life, seeing him as the father of my children, and the grandpa to my grand kids. I love, love as if I can 𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙡𝙮 say I know what love even is.