I love cheaters....

You know the feeling when someone hurts you. The memories you get back the flashback the panic attacks when you see them in the loud crowd The pain you feel in your stomach when someone mentions their name. The songs you won't listen to no more because it was there favorite songs.  The Places I won't go because they were your favorite .  The fancy dinner places we use to go to but I will never step my foot in again.  Because you didn't know that your actions turned into consequences. The night you told me good night but you told her you can't sleep . The day you told me you were busy but you told her you had nothing to do.  The good morning text I thought were meaningful but she got a hey beautiful.  The games I went to.  didn't mean nothing. because you never showed up to mine.  That what hurts about his name the most.  but there's always the fact that I still love you I love a cheater and a player I love my first heartbreak but I love my First love even more.