I lost it all

you gave me a promise ring but it broke I gave us matching neckles yet a picture we never put in them I made you a gift a part broke in your hands,you got me a spider stuffy but refused to touch it after,you drove 2 hours yet we didn't even see the stars. I made you food and you told me to give it away.you looked for my favorite candy in a store yet got me your favorite instead with your head down.i let you chose our costumes and I basically dressed as I do everyday vampiers huh. I felt so warm in your arms yet you say we don't always have to be side by side. but that's all I ever wanted was to be with you not gift not food not words just a smile and a hug yet you couldn't provided it any longer.so now I must move on and find another who holds my tears falls when I fall and will stand by my side till the end I wanted to be baried with you the day we met so we would die happy you said we would...later never came