I Lived

I lived by the needle I live by the pipe I lived in the streets I lived out of sight I stood in the dark I stood in the fire I stood all alone I stood for my desire my heart had turned cold my feelings numb I was losing this battle and then sum I would talk to angels but listen to demons strapping on liquid cuffs about praying for freedom I would try to cry but no tears would fall I had so much and lost it all I was truly on my own everyone disappeared no family no friends it was what I always feared so I lived while slowly dying praying for wings dreaming of flying until I searched deep inside finding my lost soul I can no longer hide then I should talk heartbroken and bruised and walk towards the angels where my soul could be soothed