I Like Someone

I like someone, I like someone and I'm scared, All I've ever known was heartache, Terrified of the thoughts I think when left alone, I know what it's like to be hated because I was born, I'm gay so I continue living in a world where I'm hated, I like someone, Blades I've dragged across my skin, Wars that have whispered in my head, I like someone, I tried and tried so many times to shut off my emotions, What is wrong with the? Most days I feel worthless, empty and broken, Shattered, beaten and torn? How can someone like me, like someone?