I Know What This Is (pt1)

Destroyed today...again and it's hidden well. Not like it used to be. Living in a war zone of emotions. Demoted. Putting up with being - and being put down. A constant hurt. A chronic pain being forced on you, and yet, you let yourself move through. Apparently, a wave you deserve. And you question: Are you a bad person? Is this your fault? All you're worth?